Often lying awake through the night i ponder over the real purpose life was blown into each of us, in me. Over my very few initial years of life, I have walked in the sun and through the valley of shadow.
Right now, I'm wrestling with how cruel the world can be and how the majority of the
people worldwide do not have enough. Most people don't care one way or another, they just want to work, support their families and have
enough. When I look at the greedy people grubbing after more and more,
and then at those who have not enough; I feel saddened and angry. I do not
understand why one must lose so that another wins, why can't be there a victory where none loses.. It seems to me the games
we've created in this life have taken a world that could be a paradise. I am lucky, because I am loved and can
devote my life to my family and to causes greater than me.
I also have difficulty now with the concept of repentance; I have done many things I regret and am genuinely sorry, and make sure of not repeating those things. But now I have realised that I can no longer apologize for living for I do not really have to. That said, when negativity strikes me, which is relatively often, I begin some work that may help the world be better because I have lived. and strived for the greater good. and was somehow able to touch the lives with fingertips portraying love and affection, alongside appreciation for they do not faint away.
I also have difficulty now with the concept of repentance; I have done many things I regret and am genuinely sorry, and make sure of not repeating those things. But now I have realised that I can no longer apologize for living for I do not really have to. That said, when negativity strikes me, which is relatively often, I begin some work that may help the world be better because I have lived. and strived for the greater good. and was somehow able to touch the lives with fingertips portraying love and affection, alongside appreciation for they do not faint away.
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